Sunday was a decision day. I thought my life was going to change forever and the funny thing is, that is did.....just not in the way I thought.
Since the BIGGEST emotional breakdown of my life happened that day, I jumped to ALL KINDS of conclusions about what that would mean (along with freaking out some really important people in my life - but thank you)!
When I finally settled down enough, hmmmm, some 36 hours later and was open to hearing God's voice, I realized that Sunday WAS a decision day, but the decision was going to look REALLY different than I had anticipated.
And I heard God clearly this morning.
ARE YOU GOING TO LIVE FOR ME OR FOR YOU?
Then all of these lovely hymns and scriptures came flooding into my mind. I could list them for hours, but the most important one is
ALL TO JESUS I SURRENDER.....
Since the BIGGEST emotional breakdown of my life happened that day, I jumped to ALL KINDS of conclusions about what that would mean (along with freaking out some really important people in my life - but thank you)!
When I finally settled down enough, hmmmm, some 36 hours later and was open to hearing God's voice, I realized that Sunday WAS a decision day, but the decision was going to look REALLY different than I had anticipated.
And I heard God clearly this morning.
ARE YOU GOING TO LIVE FOR ME OR FOR YOU?
Then all of these lovely hymns and scriptures came flooding into my mind. I could list them for hours, but the most important one is
ALL TO JESUS I SURRENDER.....
For the first time EVER, I saw that statement in a new way, and the ALL was pretty significant. He doesn't want some of me, he wants ALL of me. And the truth is that if I don't surrender ALL, then I'm not surrendering at all.
Dear Jesus, I surrender all. Amen.
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